No one ever see’s this side of me.
The side that is so tired of fighting this pain.
I’m sick of putting on makeup and fake smiles.
I’m too exhausted to tell everyone it’s going to be okay,
because i have no reassurance or proof that it is.
They say “Everything will be okay in the end, and If it’s not okay, it’s not the end.”
but when the end comes,
who’s to say that everything really is going to be okay?
11 months ago | 04:54am

No one ever see’s this side of me.

The side that is so tired of fighting this pain.

I’m sick of putting on makeup and fake smiles.

I’m too exhausted to tell everyone it’s going to be okay,

because i have no reassurance or proof that it is.

They say “Everything will be okay in the end, and If it’s not okay, it’s not the end.”

but when the end comes,

who’s to say that everything really is going to be okay?

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